“I am alright without you but I am not happy. I am well without you but I am empty.”— Lukas W. // Coffee thoughts #153 (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)
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"I chose you, not because I think it will always be easy, but because with you I know that even on the dreadful, wretched, luckless days, when the troubles of the world are downpours of thick, clamouring, beating rain - you will laugh, take my hand, and whisper delightfully, dance with me."- Beau Taplin (via leohearts)
all I want is to be the one on the other end of a drunk call. To be the one someone else is crying over, just for once. I just want to feel wanted. For once I don't want to be the one left heartbroken.
-writing for the sad
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“Second chances are scarier than first chances, because the second time you know how much you’re risking.”— J.K. /06192017
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“A second chance of ‘us’ is all I need. Promise I won’t mess up this time.”—
P.G.G
[dedicated to the guy i like, since he still loves the girl he was once with, and i just heard that he was asking her for another chance so, yeah]
Sweetheart, let me tell you something no teenager ever believes, but I swear to you is the absolute truth. You fall in love more than once. It’ll happen again. And it’ll be just as amazing and as extraordinary as the first time. And maybe just as painful. But it will happen again, I promise. And until then be your own anchor.
— (via @wizdomly )
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Before I fall in love again
1. I want us to be friends. Which means, I want to be able to eat my favourite cheese crust pizza with you, while having cheese all over my face and even in my hair, without feeling embarrassed or concerned about it.
I want to be comfortable with you, I want to be okay about being messy, irritating, embarrassing, disgusting, petty while with you. Because I will be petty when I see my ex best friend post a happy picture and I will be messy during my finals and I will be embarrassing when I meet your parents for I suck at meeting parents. I want to be okay with being the way I am and the only way to be okay is to know that you’re okay with me being things other than beautiful, graceful and composed at all times.
2. I want to be able to have long and passionate conversations with you about not just about existential beliefs but also about what went wrong in the ending of that book and how kids are affected by media and how tomato-basil combination always works. I want to have conversations where we may not always have the same views but our fundamental values always fall in place. I want to talk to you about the beauty of the stars but I also want to talk to you about the disgusting mentality behind certain societal norms.
3. I want to see how consistent your actions are with your words. I don’t want to fall for love letters or poems, for sweet Instagram captions or long birthday texts. I want to fall in love with you showing up on time and keeping your promises.
4. I want to take it slow. I want our story to work out in years, not months. I want to respect time and space this time.
5. I want to make sure I am not seeking love from you for the lack of love I have for myself. I want to make sure you aren’t a void I am filling in, you are not an alternative to the things I can’t give myself. I want to make sure you are not doing the same.
6. I want to work out with my insecurities and fears from the past. I don’t want to project them on you, I don’t want to subject you to the doubts, suspicion and anger I carry from the people I have known in the past.
7. Before I fall in love again, I want to make a mattress with you. Of understanding and respect and trust. So when we fall, it doesn’t hurt.
“I am fucking gold but you prefer silver and that’s ok.”— (via bl-ossomed)
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“Don’t you dare fucking touch my heart unless you plan to stay.”— (via howtobesadforever)
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